Saturday, April 15, 2006

Saturday, 15 April 2006

I'm working hard on not seeming so "spiritual".
I'd rather be real.
It's hard to be real; it's a moment by moment descision to be forthright, honest, authentic, and Damn! I get tired, really exhausted sometimes with the effort.
It would be so easy to pretend; to say all the woo woo stuff, the right words, mannerisms, to LOOK so "spiritual", so, "above it all". Leaves a gritty taste in my mouth. Phooey!
Truth is an anointing oil, sweet honey poured over our lives, with just a touch of vinegar to keep us self searching, taking inventory, keeping us honest. Hmmm, a cosmic vinagrette!
Pass the mustard!